Celebrated Stephlynn's birthday today in Bbq Plaza.
Quite a surprise one for her.
She didn't expect Chai Yin to be there and with a birthday cake somemore.
Actually, she planned all this with me just to surprise Stephlynn.
So nice right to have such friend?
I'm so so envy!

I didn't know what happened to me today.
I did emo for some time for no reason but when they asked me about it I denied.
Haha.
Maybe I'm just too tired to get through the day today.
Or maybe because of something else.

You know sometimes when I saw friends having such problems I felt so bad about it.
I knew almost all of us have the problems but seems like some people are having it so just too frequently.
Damn pathetic right?
I could feel something different actually but I didn't really ask because I knew I wouldn't get the answer and I could expect what answer I would get.
I'm so sorry that I couldn't do something to help you to make you feel better.
Maybe we are not that close enough to share those personal things.
I knew how you feel actually.
It's always hard to hide feelings from others especially you are born to be a bad liar.
Haha.
Last time, I used to keep all my problems inside without revealing any to other.
But after that incident, I start to change myself actually.
Anyway, hoped you could handle it all by yourself or maybe you could speak to your best friend about it or maybe crying out could make you feel better.
You looked tough outside but deep inside your heart who knows how you really feel if you are not telling out.
You make youself suffer by keeping it inside actually.
So, try to speak out whenever you have problems.


P/s : It's hard to ask myself not to worry about you. From what I knew, when women insisted
"I'm okay" they are actually not. I'm such a failure to see you to suffer like that. Sorry.

PP/s : I miss you. I'm worry about you.