I could feel it.
There is a gap among us.
I felt I was quite left out actually.
Once again, I was emo-ing just now for no reason and thinking about it.
I felt that we were no longer having the commonality that we used to share among us.
Maybe it was because of the age gap I guess.
Yeah, I knew that I act just like small kids do.
But I don't feel good when people are calling me small kids but in fact I'm acting like one.
I tease and I talked craps all the time.
I couldn't control my temper.
I like to show my attitude when I'm unhappy with something.
WHY?!
I'm turning 18 this year and I'm still behaving like that.
Guess it's the time to make a change to myself not physically but mentally.

For most of the people, they see me as a happy-go-lucky person.
I'm free from stress most of the time.
Ya, it's right but when I'm stress who knows?
I don't simply show my stressfulness to others.
But sometimes I do become emo.
You guys know when I'm emo I don't make a single sound right.
I pretend everything to be okay.
People say like father like son.
Now I knew what it means.
Not only physical characteristic but even my behaviours are quite similar to him.
Sometimes, it is not so easy to change myself but I will try my best.


P/s : I do miss you. Do you?

Pp/s : No matter what happened to you, do remember I'm always there for you.