I didn't know what is going on.
I was not myself again.
Was emoing for no bloody reason again.
And what worse was I am struggling whether to go back Mentakab or not.
I knew if I stay in Subang I will not study but just stoning in front of the laptop doing nothing.
Neither do I study if I go back to Mentakab perhaps I will ask friends to come out.
Is there anyone to accompany me to study on this weekend. Only this and the only time.
I knew if I am to stay in the room I will on the lappy to do something ; at least msn or facebook even if just on and put it there.

Perhaps all this emo emo stuffs, I got a good news to share.
Finally, I got the answer from the JPA about my scholarship things.
Great news!
They are going to sponsor me lodging and food but only Rm700 per month.
Other than that, they are supplying me stationery as well.
BUT, if only I could get 80% of average for every semester of my UFP in Metropolitan.
I'm going to enter MONASH in July if everything is going fine as I planned.
God Bless Me.

P/s : It grew stronger and deeper. ;)